Its been 2 months, and of course it was a very pleasant period of time for me

Maybe it wasn't amazing for you :/ tsk


Well I just feel horrible and decided to pour out my feelings onto
stoicnez.


Look , I'm sorry for not being as cheerful , nor am i as happy-go-lucky as
i was when you first saw me


As time goes by, gradually you began to see the " emo-ish " side of me ,
occasionally it may irk you.


And of course, you do know the source of my feelings to turn so
negative.


I know I'm being super unfair to you.


Sometimes I just wished things were simple and I could just deal with it
with a snap of my fingers.


Pooft, troubles begone.


Trouble is, it isn't that simple.


But I'm not using it as an excuse to delay on things.


I've been lectured , and thought things through


I will be firm and settle all my issues, I WILL BE CHEERFUL AGAINZ ! whoo
o.o


I'm feeling paranoid now, god knows if all the things that happened are
going for a drastic change after tonight.


But I just wish to emphasize that I'm sincere about everything from day
one.


and i'm sorry. :/


Wish you had a joyful 2 months.


and yeah you arent fat HAHahcxhah -.-